I don't know, why i feel it??
I feel god isn't fair..

why he so perfect??
but I'm not perfect..
he like so perfect..
but I?? nothing..
he like so happy in his life.. like isn't problem in his life..
but me?? many problems in my life
sometimes I want to die,,
because the problems so difficult to me..

I don't know what God's plan to me??

but now I believe what happened to me..
it's the best for me..
although I fell there isn't way for my life..
and so hard to survive in this life.

but when I grumble..
I'm shy with God
why??
because God never grumble when I do sin..
He so patient..
even He want to die for my sins..
I remember when he suffering in the cross..
so study to grateful for all you given from He..
I know it's hard but do it..
and remember how much God love you..